The thing is... My MOST enjoyable times right now are spent with babies. I know, it will be different when I'm the parent-responsible for everything, not simply the auntie coming to play for a few hours or days. But, won't it also be the most amazing thing in the world to hold that baby and know he/she is mine?? That's what every parent tells me... I'm waiting to experience that. I think it will make everything else worth while.
In the meantime, I will keep enjoying my life. I know, it's nice not to have to arrange childcare before I can take a trip, or go for a run, or to the movies, or even go to work.... I enjoy my life. I promise.
But...."for this child I have prayed..."
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