MIL & FIL

I recently heard those abbreviations for the first time. I know, that probably illustrates how out of touch I am. Nevertheless, I am enjoying using my new words:) lol

Seriously, I dedicate this post to my amazing mother and father in law. They both have blessed me beyond measure in the 14 years I have known them. 

Most importantly, I can't stop smiling and crying tears of joy as I remember their faces when they met our baby. Even though he is still not guaranteed to be in our family forever, they have already given him a very special and inportant place in their hearts. 

They are not the only ones. I would be remiss if I didn't also mention that the baby's other grandma (my mom;) aunts, uncles and cousins also have shown love that touches our hearts immensely! 

They say that a newborn baby does not yet realize a separation between himself and his mother. That bond goes both ways. As a mother, when anyone loves my child, I feel loved. 

Thanks to an amazing family, I feel very loved. 

Have you ever...

Found yourself in a place of so much thankfulness that it almost doesn't seem fair?

I just spent over 30 hours in the backseat of my car with the physical evidence of my hopes and answered prayers. I can't describe my feelings any other way than pure joy. 

This Christmas my heart is absolutely overflowing. Being a mommy has truly been the most incredible thing I have ever experienced. 

Watching Jonathan be a dad comes in at a close second. His eyes light up and he is patient. Those of you who know him will understand what a miracle this is: He is happy first thing in the morning! This non morning person, has begun to experience the joy of first thing in the morning smiles from the cutest baby in the world. Each day Jonathan is in charge of morning feeding, diapering and  dressing while I get my morning run in. My heart bursts with love for them both as I watch them bond.

It's been awhile

since I blogged. It's tricky knowing what's acceptable to share publicly. These days we are enjoying every single moment and measuring time by our precious three month old miracle. 

A friend told me that last Christmas Eve she prayed for Jonathan and my happiness. Wow, talk about the power of prayer. We have truly never felt happier in our entire lives!! 

This Christmas I feel like the luckiest girl in the world.